Sp\u0119dzili\u015bmy razem cudowny miesi\u0105c – Bigos chyba nigdy nie by\u0142 tak szcz\u0119\u015bliwy i zdrowy. Sypia\u0142 ca\u0142\u0105 noc, bawi\u0142 si\u0119, czuwa\u0142 w ogrodzie i po prostu cieszy\u0142 si\u0119 \u017cyciem. Niezapomniane (prawie) cztery tygodnie…Do wczoraj. Sytuacja powtarza si\u0119 na nowo – pe\u0142ny p\u0119cherz, zatrzymanie moczu, szpital i dzisiejsza, decyduj\u0105ca noc. Chirurg powiedzia\u0142 nam, \u017ce wykluczono kamienie, nie ma infekcji, pies powinien siusia\u0107 jak szczeniak…Powinien. Dwie godziny po cewnikowaniu Bigos poczu\u0142 si\u0119 gorzej i lekarz zadzwoni\u0142 do nas aby poinformowa\u0107, \u017ce ta noc b\u0119dzie decyduj\u0105ca. Je\u015bli stan psiaka si\u0119 nie polepszy, trzeba b\u0119dzie podj\u0105\u0107 ostateczn\u0105 decyzj\u0119, by ukr\u00f3ci\u0107 mu cierpienie.<\/p>\n
Poszli\u015bmy przed szpitalem na kr\u00f3tki spacer. Zrobili\u015bmy par\u0119 “selfiak\u00f3w” razem na pami\u0105tk\u0119. Nie wiem, o co prosi\u0107 – czy o to, by jego stan zdrowia si\u0119 polepszy\u0142, czy aby temu da\u0107 ju\u017c ostateczny koniec.<\/p>\n
Kocham tego psa, jak dziecko. Jest mi bli\u017cszy, ni\u017c niejeden cz\u0142onek mojej “cz\u0142owieczej” rodziny. Jest wiernym, cudownym wspania\u0142ym przyjacielem, z kt\u00f3rym ci\u0119\u017cko si\u0119 \u017cegna\u0107. Nie mog\u0119 znie\u015b\u0107 uczucia, \u017ce co\u015b go boli, \u017ce cierpi.<\/p>\n
Jedno wiem na pewno – mam cholerne szcz\u0119\u015bcie, \u017ce Bigos pojawi\u0142 si\u0119 w moim \u017cyciu. Jest ze mn\u0105 od pierwszych szczeni\u0119cych tygodni i zawsze by\u0142 kochany mi\u0142o\u015bci\u0105 totaln\u0105 i bezwarunkow\u0105. Ja r\u00f3wnie\u017c jestem przez niego kochana mi\u0142o\u015bci\u0105 totaln\u0105 i bezwarunkow\u0105. Ta my\u015bl, \u017ce moje r\u0119ce zawsze przynosi\u0142y mu ulg\u0119 i komfort dodaje mi otuchy. Rozpaczam, \u017ce nie ma mnie przy nim teraz.<\/p>\n
Czegokolwiek nie przyniesie rano – mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 zawsze pozostanie.<\/p>\n
We’ve had a wonderful month with Bigos. He was so happy and healthy, being able to sleep and enjoy life. Full four weeks. The nightmare started yesterday. He stopped weeing and although everything supposed to be OK, wasn’t. We took him to Runcorn Hospital, they told us they are very hopeful, he peed, he is gonna be fine, but then a few hours after another phone call – things are getting worse but could improve, we need to wait. If there is another phone call in the evening, it means that we need to go to say our last goodbyes. I hope noone calls.<\/p>\n
Before we took him to the hospital, we’d taken a few selfies. Last ones, I knew it. Look at my eyes, they are so small, I couldn’t cry no more, I was so down. Somehow I feel he’s not gonna make it. I just know it.<\/p>\n
I thank life for Bigos. This dog taught me so much. He was so calm, so soft, he brought me so much comfort. I loved him from the very first moment I took him in my arms. He had a lovely life, I just can’t stand how it is ending. I don’t want him to suffer and they have our permission not to wait for us but end his life if he shows any signs of suffering. At the moment he is sedated and sleeps.<\/p>\n
I’m waiting for the good news to come in the morning.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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